Today
Just sitting in my room listening to Michael Bublé "Haven't Met You Yet", singing along (obviously) then I realised I was singing really. really. really. loud then I realised I am not at home or at my uni flat and singing here doesn't seem acceptable. Can you imagine being in a room for a month where you have to sing to yourself quietly?! DO NOT LIE TO ME I KNOW YOU SING ON YOUR OWN ALL THE TIME. So writing this I am thinking whether it is time for the nurses and doctors to hear my angel-like singing voice. It's time. For the short time I was at uni, it only took me a week to start singing loudly in my room Laura, Beth(any - teheh),Bobbie, Ruth and Emma I miss yous lots and I know you miss the singing voice that sounds like a unicorn slipping down a rainbow into a pool of candy.
Now I am watching Jeremy Kyle DNA results and oh lord the tension is high. I find it pretty funny how when one radge pot comes on the stage, screams and points at someone then takes the chair and drags it across to the other side of the stage? To the right is usually the type that comes on stage with the caption below saying "Im a druggie and a alcoholic, but Ill still make a great dad!" Daytime Tv. Im also very good at reciting the PPI adverts.
Being at the "neutropenic" stage. I have become a crazy germaphobe. The description basically describes my routine, expect I am so much worse. I wash my hands for at least 20 seconds with the proper soap and it has to be done the proper way, theres no point just simply rubbing your hands together oh no! I also use a hand sanitizer every time I touch something that someone else has touched or if I touch something that looks particularly germy. It has actually gotten to the point where I am scrubbing my feet with hand sanitiser when I don't have socks on, and I am not happy about the socks being on they have been on the floor. I believe that this has been because of he amount of time on my hands....or the amount of germs!
My nurse Reina just came in and I asked her what I could do that was productive, she said "well its not very productive but why don't you watch my wedding video?" So I just did. Can I just say, I want my wedding like that! It was so cute I want to steal her wedding here is the link if you are interested. I recommend that you watch it. http://vimeo.com/12153038
Now I am watching Jeremy Kyle DNA results and oh lord the tension is high. I find it pretty funny how when one radge pot comes on the stage, screams and points at someone then takes the chair and drags it across to the other side of the stage? To the right is usually the type that comes on stage with the caption below saying "Im a druggie and a alcoholic, but Ill still make a great dad!" Daytime Tv. Im also very good at reciting the PPI adverts.
Being at the "neutropenic" stage. I have become a crazy germaphobe. The description basically describes my routine, expect I am so much worse. I wash my hands for at least 20 seconds with the proper soap and it has to be done the proper way, theres no point just simply rubbing your hands together oh no! I also use a hand sanitizer every time I touch something that someone else has touched or if I touch something that looks particularly germy. It has actually gotten to the point where I am scrubbing my feet with hand sanitiser when I don't have socks on, and I am not happy about the socks being on they have been on the floor. I believe that this has been because of he amount of time on my hands....or the amount of germs!
Like I said yesterday my wig was meant to come today, it did. In the complete wrong colour. I am absolutely gutted. I've sat in this hospital room all week looking forward to it and it has been such a let down. Cue tantrum. It means nothing what so ever to you or anybody else reading this. If you haven't experienced hair loss you have no idea what its like there "imagine loosing all my hair" and it actually happening is completely different. But typically I pinned all my excitement on that wig and it was the biggest let down ever. Its not just slightly off colour I asked for light brown and I received a black wig which makes me look like a witch. Anyway. I'll get over it and I might be able to get it dyed lighter since its real hair.
Ah good old Jeremy Kyle - the best of daytime tv! That sucks about your wig, of all the things to screw up that is probably the worst one. You should make them give you it for free for being so lame!
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