Wiggy

I will start of todays post with informing you that I have just been given the most disgusting drink that has ever been made in the history of drinks. It is a build up drink fortified with all these badass vitamins and minerals. So I though oh yes give us some of that! I open it and this waft of sickly nastiness nipped up my nose. Boke. I have an extremely sensitive gag reflex. If you want to drink sick drink this, I dare you.

 Yesterday I got my wig, I have been a bit weary discussing wigs to be honest, obviously I'd love to tell you all (lie) that my hair never fell out and I just died it a light brown. Obviously, I didn't think of this at the time when I was posting pictures of me getting my hair chopped off. If I had done that I could have been all wiggy sly but I've blown it and now everybody knows. Foolish move! Anyway, I'm afraid I do not have the confidence to be flashing my bald head about so I'll be keeping that under wraps. One thing that is hugely annoying about having no hair is that I get such a cold head (I'm not joking this is one of todays complaints) at night. I wake up and be like oosh my head is chilly!

 Charlie Miller's son Jason came down yesterday with my wig and told me all about how he had just gotten back from the MTV Awards in Frankfurt. He did the Geordie Shore gals hair, all of Psy's backing dancers, Taylor Swifts backing dancers, Chris from Muse's hair along with some others which I was impressed with. Now he's in the hospital doing my hair, pretty cool!


Hold on to your hats, here comes a rant. Recently people have started to ask, actually beg me, to show them my head with out my hair on. I tell them no and they say PLEEEEASE. I personally find this extremely inconsiderate. Why don't you put a bald cap on your head then see how you feel, come back and ask me again. Why would I show you when I can barely look in the mirror. Its not because I care what people think I look like, its just that when you see a bald head it is immediately associated with a ill person. Actually I suppose I just have a bit of an issue of people thinking I'm ill. But warning you now. If you ask me to take of my wig in front of people I swear on the hospital food I will... well not sure, probably go radge.

Here is my dog Milly being a radge.
My news from today is that my counts have started going up and I was sick because I stood up to fast. Fool

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